its always there at the back of my mind, constantly, always seeking, that elusive, and genuine submissive who in her total obedience frees herself from all the feminist crap about what you have to be... well you can be yourself (but only according to our upper middle class and educated rules, proust was sooo right white wine waitrose uptight c*nt*s)....and i had one once, and she had to go, never told me she was ill , and sometimes , i just miss her voice so much x